So a recap on where I am at the moment………

Wow, how to summarise the last 3 months, a bit of a challenge, but here goes….. Well the divorce papers are signed and back with her Solicitor, so just waiting now on the Courts. Maybe by the end of July or some time in August I will, in theory at least, be a free man (odd I do not feel that free, and doubt I will). On the job front I am still working but as an Administrator instead of a Community Worker, although I am still keeping some elements of Community Work in my job. I am also working 4 nights aweek as a Youth Worker, and between the two of these, and travelling I must be doing somewhere in the region of 52 hours a week of work related activites. This is obviously a bit tiring, and it does seem to be having an effect on my health, mainly I seem to be ill more often, especially in the last 3 months. Bills are becoming less and less and I am even able to splash out a little bit more often than before. My love life, ha, nonexistant really. I wish I could develop it with someone, but I am too afraid to make those steps, and I feel that, at present, I come with far too much baggage attached. I can see a future there for me, in all aspects of my life, and its not too far out of reach, which perhaps makes it a bit worst, but there are some good prospects there. One thing which is going really slowly is Heulwen finding a huse for herself. It has been more than 6 months since I asked her to move out and there is still hardly any improvement. I seem to put a lot of emphasise on after we seperate, my life will change, when in fact it could probably start now, right this minute in fact.