Late Night Musings

Well its nearly the witching hour and I am just sitting here listening to music that makes you want to cry, why? I don’t know…..

So I thought I would blog some random stuff and see where it gets me.

Gaynor and the kids moved out a few days ago. So it seems a bit strange around here. Granted the obvious benefit is I can run through the house naked if I wanted to, but then I never did that before so I doubt I will do it now. I do have space now, instead of feeling that the house was not mine, squeezing my entire existence onto one chair, and that’s not the toilet seat.

But it still feels weird as hell….

I been cleaning the house as well, also moving stuff to Gaynor’s and moving stuff around this one, so I have been very busy the last few days, especially late at night.

My weight has increased unfortunately but I intent to get that back in check pretty soon – I need to stop stuffing my face in everyone else’s house as if it might be my last one for a while.

One minor good thing, once everything settles back down, I have regained my library and quiet room where I can start rebuilding my altar

bye for now folks

G ( confused and tired)

My Immortal lyrics

Just before you all start thinking things, dont…….
I do not feel this way, but I have been listening to this song for a week or so now and find it to be very powerful, so I thought I would look up the lyrics

My Immortal lyrics
Songwriters: Hodges, David; Lee, Amy; Moody, Ben;
I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me, I’ve been alone all along

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me